Hope everything goes well and works out to your advantage. You've got some great info here, so try to put it out of your mind.
Call a friend. Or go to the library. I buy books and magazines from our friends of the Library shop. 10 cents for National Geographic. 50 cents for Architectural Digest. Spy novels for my husband. Cookbooks. Lots of great stuff.
Sending love and good vibes your way.