I am so done today. I'm tired, frustrated and just plain depressed. and yet everyone seems to want to hang out with me in the clinic today! I just want to be left alone! I hurt today and can't take a deep breath without wanting to scream. It's been almost 30 days without alcohol and i long for the escape that drinking brings. I haven't showered in 3 days it just takes too much effort. The easter holiday is freaking me out because I have to try and meet everyone's expectations. I just can't do church and a dinner and everything else the day entails. My heart hurts.