Hey Gerber,
I'm sorry you are in such pain. You described the feeling very well. I, too, have felt like you do now.

Please don't give up though. It got better for me and it can for you too.

I don't know your situation with your T, but now would be a good time to talk to someone IRL. Friend, pastor, priest?

Please keep talking to us. It's true that there are a lot of people here who care very much about you.


Okie