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Old Mar 23, 2016, 10:23 AM
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Originally Posted by cashart10 View Post
I had a therapist once who told my mom I was too much for her and told her I needed to be IP.

I always thought that was cowardice. To refuse help because I was too much for her was hurtful, especially since I really liked her and thought we had a connection. I was only 16. Anyway, it sucks!
I had the same happen. It is very hurtful. I knew I was quite bad, but not really a nuisance I thought. That was number four, but I am glad I get quite good and flexible treatment now: when mania might persist I get very intensive treatment and otherwise my appointments are spread out over months. I like it: never makes me feel too much.
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