I'm hoping part of his work problem right now is a short-term thing. He's always hated this job, and I don't blame him because his boss is a total jerk. I don't remember if I posted about this, but bf burned his hand and arm at work last week, and today was his first real day back. I'm hoping that this is similar to past "fits" about hating work, and eventually it will pass. I've just been so unable to function lately, all I can do is panic over it.

It has been 6 days. I know it will take more time for the wellbutrin. I think everything has decided to work against me in terms of side effects, though. I've been nauseous for days, can't even eat sometimes. But wellbutrin took away my depression in the past, so I'm hoping it will help still now. I haven't done a lot of research on meds, because I was pretty against them until recently. But it would be a good idea, and maybe I'll come up with some ideas to pitch at my follow up appointment.

I've been having bad panic attacks when I'm not on the klonpin though. It's kind of scary. I mentioned it to t this morning, but she didn't really say much other than asking me to try and notice the triggers for panic attacks before they get so bad I can't think. I just feel so alone, like I have no one who understands any of this.