It's been 4 years since i've been taking care of my mom
Most of the times i feel so alone and i feel like my life is going nowhere. I always think of what's gonna happen to me in the future. I'm so worried that i won't have my own life. I have had issues with my mom ever since, i don't like her that much because when i was younger she was so strict with me and most of the time she embarassed me in front of my friends and she gets angry at me eventhough it's not my fault. Sometimes i just wish i have different life because i didn't picture myself in this situation. I had so many plans in my life and now im stuck with my mom. I know as a daugther i have a duty to take care of her, but i just feel like i don 't want to be in this place anymore.