Firstly, thank you for your reply brillskep and sharing your experiences.

I'm sorry to hear that about your therapist. That must be difficult for you, especially if you had created a relationship there.

Yes, I think it has been an awakening for me and the therapy too. My childhood and of loosing my mother traumatically had caused me to become stuck. Working through that trauma and having a positive ending has allowed me to be able to have faith in moving forwards, help me grow as a person. Not fearing life.