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Old Mar 23, 2016, 03:09 PM
NorthAndSouth NorthAndSouth is offline
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Originally Posted by guiltier65 View Post
how is it possible for an illness to be so misunderstood, even by medical professionals? I am having a tough day, week, etc and my supervisor stopped by to check in ( she is supposed to do this weekly) When she gets here, she alternated between texting and telling me that I jsut need more laughter in my life! Are you serious?! I can't get my meds because the insurance company has denied the claim. so I am muscling through this on my own. Easter is coming and i can't breathe with all of the expectations on me. I just want to sleep until .... forever. Yet my nurse supervisor thinks that laughter is going to make everything better. Maybe i really don't feel as bad as i think i do... it's all in my head..... the sorrow, the loneliness, the tears I can't shed, the SI, i just have been handling it all wrong. I just need more laughter in my life. I'll get right on that, as soon as i stop bleeding...
Just wanted to say, I've been there. The biggest thing I've come to acknowledge is that as bad as I feel, if I just get up and do something, anything, that I'll feel a little bit better. When you're there, you have to battle even though all your thoughts, your body, everything says you can't, but you CAN. I know it's hard,but don't let the depression tell you you can't. ✌

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Thanks for this!
guiltier65