Hello guiltier65: I'm sorry you are having such as difficult time. My experience has been that, as long as I don't make trouble, everyone around me has always been more than happy to pretend everything is hunky-dory, as we used to say. I hope you will be able to get things straightened out with your insurance company so you can get your med's. In the meantime, I would simply like to send some warm thoughts your way with the hope that, in some way, you may be able to find inner peace...