She basically said she didn't know of any resources that could help me. Also that actually, well, trying to heal myself and get through this is actually not the best strategy (I'm just thinking of reading stuff on



just to sort out my concerns and, more importantly, heal the issues I have, because whatever I experienced I do need to heal from it). I just...I swear next therapy session, I am getting a new therapist, because it's clear that she can't help me.