As much as i appreciate everyone's responses, i feel i need to elaborate a bit more on what's going on. Basically, when i was little, i was super energetic like most kids, but a bit more than normal, i used to be really outgoing, loved just about everything i did, and didn't have much of a care in the world. Now, as the years have passed i've become little more than a distant shadow of that personality and am more distant in general from others. I find i really just hate a lot of people, including myself, i don't ask for anything at all from my parents, i worry about bills even though i don't need to pay any and never have, i can't get into a game even if i absolutely loved it just the week before, and over time i've lost interest in things more and more quickly. It's like no matter what i do i just can't get into anything, i get pissed off at things super easy, and i just feel like sleeping all day even if i'm not tired, just because i feel i have nothing else to do. It's made me feel like i want to cry so often and i've already noticed my stress levels are at least high, though i'm not sure due to not having gone to a professional as i have no way to get to one on my own, and i don't want to make my family worry if something's wrong with me, i prefer to just leave my family out of my issues. I just really don't know what to do anymore and i really don't have anyone to talk to or anything, i don't have any friends irl, i don't want my family at all involved in anything to do with me, and i have no shoulder to cry on when i really need it. My personal quote is "People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they've been strong, for too long.", honestly i'm not even sure where i even heard it but it just stuck with me. Sorry for the rant, i feel as if it sorta got a bit derailed there...point is i don't know what to do and i'm losing interest in things faster and faster every day, at the rate it's going it just feels like soon, i'll go to sleep loving something, just to wake up an hour later and find i just really don't want to do it because it's just not fun to me.