so sorry...
holidays can definitely make it harder to stay sober...

this is one of my weak points... because i need the escape too
just stay safe... becareful... try to be gentle... you know all of that...

i stopped caring about peoples expectations... i have to take care of me...
but the way i take care of myself isn't the best either so i dunno what to do really

just try to do some breathing exercises and try to relax...

i dont have a fork here, but i have a spoon

30 days is a long time... that is impressive