Oh Cash...I'm so sorry. I want things to get easier for you. I agree that you need IOP or IP if you aren't doing better simply because it has been so long since you felt well and you need to grasp at anything that can help or that can give you some moments of peace. I'm sorry he doesn't understand. I'm sorry that he isn't able to say what you need to hear. I am glad that he made at least a gesture toward reconciliation. I do not think your therapist should get his approval before getting you help you badly need.

I'm sad for you tonight.