yeh that happens to me too
i try to keep humor in things but sometimes it makes even me think twice, like wait a minute.. that wasn't funny! (but the demons might find it humorous)
sometimes its hard to see humor at all though .. but i gotta try to keep these demons happy, even if im not happy atleast they wont torment me so bad

im a strange one, i call myself conflicted
i think thats why i feel like a fraud sometimes... because im so ... many faces... i cant think of the word i want to use...

kind of like im in and out, but i dunno how to explain that either; i disconnect sometimes i wonder if thats bad

dont mind me.. i turned my brain off a few hours ago


try to hang in there, i want to say something witty but i cant think right now