Freewill......"PEACE" is such a beautiful thing to feel.....glad you're feeling it.

SeptMorn.....hi, ya, me too, disgust.
Us children were standing around my Mom at a young age and for some reason the stories of out birth were being told by Mom. When it got around tome, she stopped talking, and so, as to "get some too" I asked, oh boy I wished I hadnt.
She said, "you're a product of rape".
Ummmmm, I was way too young to even know what that meant, but, I knew it wasnt good.
So, my older siblings wanted nothing to do with the illness in the family, me.
I was really alone.
I was the disgusting child.
I lived my life in the "sorry" mode.
I even wanted to kill myself for them....give them that gift.
But, guess what!?
The dimmest of all stars has become the brightest shining!
Oh ya, it makes others mad....LOL!!!!!
I somehow believe in a pindulum.
The farther South it swings, the farther North it swings, it just is so.
"Watch this!" LOL!
There's an old saying, "don't throw your peals in front of swine".....something like that.
I'm a pearl,
hee hee...
I feel really lucky, I've had great Spiritual experiences that helped me STAND UP.
My greatest enemies have stregthened me to unbelievable levels.
The most beautiful of all flowers, the Lotus, grows out of the mud.
hee hee...
I learned to be somewhat of a warrioress.
I got a real sword and I cut those real chords of power others had tied to me.
I was hated.
Wished dead. this was not imagined.
A huge forum full of survivors........it's such an honor to be here!!!!