i feel down right now because i have a depression relapse. i had depression since last december but i recovered in the month of july. just now, i became depressed again. i lost my path again and i feel disappointed within my own self. why couldn't i be happy and normal like every college student is doing? i feel frustrated, tired and exhausted of trying to control my life. i don't know what to do. actually, i dont know anything anymore. i feel hopeless and yet nobody knows how bad i feel. im all alone with this confusion and desperation. i just wanted to vent my feelings since most of the time, i just stay quiet and keep it all inside. thanx to anyone reading this.