I did give her verbal permission to talk to her. I just don't have a clue what they will say about me, and now I'm twice as nervous about my next session with T on Tuesday!

She said it in a kind way, but I wasn't sure how to answer. Ofcourse I think something is wrong, otherwise I wouldn't agree to take the meds, but now I'm doubting whether they actually think something is wrong. I'm so paranoid that people just think I'm, for some insane reason, faking it! I was accused of it when I saw a Gp as a teenager. It wasn't until I had a baby that it was picked up on that I was unwell x