what are you sorry about? our conversation made me smile. Your comments and encouragement are very helpful. It was a rough evening, my husband refused to let me stay home alone and had me go across the street for my daughter to keep watch over. I felt like even more of a burden than I already am. rough times today, students are extra whiny and i just want to tell them what true pain feels like. I am feeling a little better today, but i am so tired of the battle.