well, sometimes im not myself.. and im afraid when im in that state i might hurt someone or say something wrong, i try to be supportive always but i cant really think when im like that... im just watching stuff happen mostly... so after i wake up from it i feel a little embarrassed because i dont really behave like that normally...
it makes me feel crazy

im really glad that it was good though, i wouldn't forgive myself if i hurt any of you

kids can be a bit self absorbed - they haven't really developed that part of them that empathizes with others i think..?
its annoying but i guess nothing really we can do about it besides maybe read them some stories that are appropriate for their age that hint on the empathy stuff?

im tired too, i hate it
i try to read as much as i can and educate myself on things... i probably obsess a little much... but i just wish i could figure out some way to make it better, to make everyone better

hang in there
maybe soon one of us will figure it out