what exactly triggers the repulsive feeling, if you can identify it/them?
found another post by someone (you?
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Well, best of luck with your suffering. Hopefuly, it gets better. TIme has a way of changing perspectives, if thats any help.
With me, I don't really feel lost or alone anymore really. I no longer want the things I used to think I did When I was younger I would classify myself as avoidant but I think I am schizoid now. I think I used to want companionship a lot. Today, I just do not care much for being around people in general. It is like an annoyance and I do not feel comfortable. I know this sounds odd but I think of people as somewhat dirty and repulsive. I do not like touching people. My shrink says I would be classified as schizoid but that is just a label.
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i think what is important is if the idea of being close to someone is repulsive to you.. or if people in general are repulsive... if its the idea of being close then it may be more avpd? if its people in general then maybe schizoid?
im new to the personality stuff though so im just speculating...
i could say that the idea of someone knowing the real me is repulsive