I didn't know there was Agenderfluid, ever since I started meds for other reasons I been reflecting again. Then my brain is saying are you sure you are in the right body? I guess I been trying to suppress it cope with everyday life.

I think if I were to do SRS only thing I would love to stop is not to have breasts they are nice but it odd feeling that my brain tells me it shouldn't be there, it scares me where I work would still respect who I am or I get bullied or not be accepted as well. I been working at a place for a long time people will begin to go that's not real as these people known me to be this emotional person. I already know one person doesn't believe in trans think if "you are born this sex you are that sex" though it is one person it kinda bothers me.

All I know is I could be male I don't know it but I do know that remembering been alittle kid been told born a girl that one day I will grow breasts I didn't like it at all. Every sports day at school I loved it cause it was mandatory to wear shorts or trousers
One perk is I do like being that shaving my arms and legs I like been hairless though I have nothing against towards people who don't like shaving as I know it's a pain.

I am going to see someone soon next week but it's for a different thing not sure they can help with gender as well.