i was mostly talking about myself

well.. i guess because i have so many problems no one could be happy with me anyway

i feel like that picture perfect kind of guy though - atleast what i seem to hear girls are looking for, but whatever...
yet have no luck, all the qualities, yet no benefits :/

besides all my hardships though i guess... ill stop talking about it :/

dunno why it has to be complicated, why cant people just be like hey lets do this, but everyone wants to play games - i hate playing games...

edit : sorry, guess im just feeling dark today..

urgh i guess i cant let anyone close to me either, i just get so cold and distant, maybe i really want to be alone