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I'm sorry you're having a rough time. I can definitely relate to the difficulty in opening up in therapy. It has taken me years to open up with my therapist and there are still sessions during which I do not talk much. When I have thoughts similar to yours - that I'm a disappointment as a client, I feel guilty/bad about something that happened in a session - I tell my therapist. The first time I told her, it was hard and I was so anxious leading up to it, but the conversation that came out of it was really good. Each time I bring something like this up, it gets easier.
Do you have the option to contact your therapist outside of session? It might help you feel better to let her know how you're doing.
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