You might have BP-V, better known as normalcy, BP-wise.

Don't use boy-cried-wolf meds like these longterm even if you are lucky not to become manic, I'd say.

However, there is an underlying vulnerability for psychosis, every way you look at it: most people on antidepressants don't get manic, just dependent and unable to develop better coping skills (again, if use is longterm).