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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
Its just that amnesia thing while being co-conscience I guess I hope....yeah...weirdness
I swear at times its all in my head only to discover that things are different all of a sudden.
I wish to God that I was psychotic, but reality testing stays firmly intact...or is it an illusion?
Am I the real deal? Everytime I try to internally claim I'm the Me...I feel "fist and foot" pounding and total strife till I admit I'm wrong.
Like everyone else, I claim to be the original...so we fight over it. WTFudge.
Idk, after a few hours it all sems like a fantasy till the battle of presenting begins....and I really do speak for all of us because we all feel the same way sort of...so are we faking? Idk.
Everytime I try to say we are...the fight begins. We are Multiple.
Do you feel the same?
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Hello.
Since you have many alters who all all out / aware of each other--co conscious is the word you use for this, if I understand you correctly, then why all sit down together in your head and make a decison to take the best from each of you and work together to make yourself one and whole? Rather than indulge the separtion or each, validate the feelings and expereince sof each separate part and then -since you aware of them and communicate with them-- set some boundaries(like an internal parent in your head) and for work towards some control and manageability? If there some parts that are so spearate you are not aware of them or there are som parts that are not co operative, you still can try and do your best to get these parts you are aware of together. Practice and practice and work towards this. The strongest healthiest parts can become the one real you.
take care now, kiddo