I have come to describe a persistent feeling, both physical and psychological as an extraordinarily uncomfortable emptiness that begs to be filled. It feels much like a thirst or a hunger, but cannot be quenched or sated. I attempt, on a nearly daily basis to fill it with something, this has lead to career successes, and a veritable plethora of useful skills. However, the sensation of emptiness is the overriding facet of my life. It is so uncomfortable that nothing else can be enjoyed. Several activities are helpful in causing a subsidence effect, including; smoking cigarettes, playing frantic games, and watching or reading some engaging work of fiction.
If anyone has any idea, or has had dealings with a similar sensation, i would be absolutely thrilled to hear any sort of success in lasting relief. I think i would do just about anything to shoo it away.