I'm so sorry, Cinnamon. I know how much you love her, so this must be excruciatingly hard for you. I really don't know how I will cope when my time comes, and this has made me think about that. So painful to even imagine it.

I really hope you get through this okay, and that your termination is a positive one. Your therapist seems to really care about you, which will make that easier to achieve. I do feel, though, that two months is insufficient. I understand that life can be like that sometimes, but it doesn't seem fair to you when you are so emotionally invested in your relationship with her. It is abrupt, and I'm so sorry it is happening this way.

I agree with others that it is important to express everything you are feeling in your remaining sessions. Get it all out, the anger and the hurt, the disappointment, all of it. Don't keep any of it to yourself. Work through it with her, so you can leave it behind.

I really hope it goes well for you. You deserve that.