Spring mania has ariived for me. Been noticeably hypo for about a week. Aside from some spending, which I did before I recognized I was hypo, I think I'm ok and things are safe. The hypo sure feels physical. When I'm hypo, my heart races like crazy! I'm all amped up. It's not anxiety, but it feel similar chemically. I'm getting some strange thoughts, but my pre heheared reality checks are keeping grounded mostly. I'm trying med free right now, but I know there is a chance I may need additional help. I feel like things are good for now. My husband is watching me. I think things will be ok. Just hope things don't get worse. I must stay grounded. My sleeping is bad. Up for 24hrs, sleep for 4. That can't continue much longer though.
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