The clinic I go to is open on Monday. I will request a med review due to the stress I am dealing with. This will go on my record and will be seen by my doctor. I have an appointment with him sometime next week. I missed my doctors appointment. I just have been letting things get out of hand. I am not organized and with no goal in mind. Aimless. I think this is when I am more susceptible to upsets. No anchor. No routine. Nothing specific to look forward to.

For some time now my daughter and I lock our doors at night. I have taken all the pointed kitchen tools and knives, and have locked them in a safe in my bedroom. This is my life. I will request counseling at the clinic. Right now I get my meds reviewed by a pdoc. I do not receive any counseling services.