I have been IP a week now and seem to be calming down but I am still stuck to the ceiling in some places. Very irritable, agitated and anxious. Mood is low but not depressed. Taking lots of antipsychotics to calm me down. They actually help thankfully. Feeling sad that I have had to drop out of university this semester due to illness. Trauma issues are rearing their ugly head too making life just that bit more difficult. My plan is to use this time off uni (I will still work though) to sort myself out and also increase my skills for my photography and writing double major. I just need my health to treat me well for a change.