have to say AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
dumb thinking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh. sorry. just been reading in the sexual issues forum and nearly lost it so thought id come scream here since i was already going to post and argh about my own stupidity. came back to my flat tonight especially to see the L word on tv since i missed it last week and have now been watching the wrong channel for the last three hours waiting for it to come on at 12am. thought the time had changed and thats why it was later. turns out i was just on the wrong channel and now ive missed the earlier one!! the later one is season 4 and the earlier one i wanted to watch was season 3. i dont want to see season 4 without seeing season 3 first!!!! but now ive stayed up all night for this stupid program i dont want to just not watch it. so im going to watch it. yes im addicted. yes im a sad case. yes its completely obsessive to be so upset about this. i dont care!!! im an eejit!!! lol. and sigh.
ok thats it.