Have you ever lost that much weight? It seems like a pretty big deal. When I lose a lot of weight (and I have never lost the amount you describe) I find it is like a big adventure. How do you feel about the journey? When I lose a lot of weight there are highs and lows. I never have a "reward" in mind. Mostly it is because I love clothes, and when I gain weight it bums me out that I can't wear a lot of my favorite clothes. So the reward is always the same...just that I can go back to being a clothes horse! I have a big weight loss goal for the next three months. I want to run a 5K and that is my reward...new running shoes and a 5K which is something I have never done. I love the monmon cats, by the way.