It's hit the fourth week since I've been unstable now. Last night I was so hyped up, the energy in my body was just too unbearable for me to deal with. It's a shame it's Easter weekend here as my doctor won't be available until next week.

My chatty mind has been driving me insane. Too many different thoughts in my head at the same time. Last night I got out of bed at 2am to exercise the energy out as I was too irritable to cope with it. Then I made the decision to double my dose of seroquel.

I've had a drowsy day today and I've struggled with tiredness all day, but at least my mind is quiet now. I forgot how peaceful it can be.