i feel you.... is there something you can do in bed...? maybe a good book you really love...
the only reason i fall out of bed is because my body starts to hurt from laying down too long... although my body hurts anyway, it just feels better to sit in my computer chair and lean back

i dont have any friends either...

and im not going to yell at you because i yell at myself so much i dont have the energy to, but yelling doesnt help... you aren't stupid either... you're just hurting...
im sorry you are hurting...

we' have to try to support each other... i mean i try to support people here because it helps me feel something, not really better, but something other than crying in misery alone...

i care about you and wish there was some way i could take it all aaway