I not been on here in awhile. In the past two weeks I been to the emergency 6 times. Every time the reason is get worse. I've never been this not well. I know a big part of it is I'm turning 30 in less then month. I don't want to. Everything will change. I feel so stressed at home parents yelling at me Every time after be at er. They think I want all this to happen but I dont. I'm trying I'm in a day treatment program for mentalheal. I just started. It scary, hard but I want to get it my best try.
This easter weekend is very hard and lonely.
I just not sure what to do. My parents will not give me my meds that I'm supposed to be taking. I really at a loss.i don't know if I should bother asking for help anymore.