Kris2904, how old are you? If you are 16 or older in some states you are considered an adult enough to live on your own. I would pursue asking for help stating your parents are not giving you your medicines that you are suppose to take. And if the situation is as bad as you say you can contact legal aide and ask to be in custody of the state and work on your issues, the state appoints you a social worker and puts you in an apt. of your own age 16 or higher. And then you get housing and funding until you turn 18. I know this all sounds scary but many kids have gone this route cause their parents hindered their getting well and just made things worse. You can love your family but still go this way to get the help you need. Talk it over your options with a social worker ASAP (((hugs))) and good luck. tc