So since the psychosis where I was hallucinating about spiders I am even more afraid of them. If I see movement in my peripheral I get panicked cause it might be one. And I'm always scared there's one crawling on me.

Last night I was sitting on my floor when my granny pointed out a spider was crawling RIGHT BESIDE MY LEG!! I about hurt myself trying to get away and stomped him with my shoe to the next world. It was hard to fall asleep cause I kept getting scared there was another one.

I know I'm not hallucinating and I was already afraid of them but am I always gonna think I'm seeing one or be SO afraid??