Thank you Septembermorn - I really needed that. I've been feeling really guilty and bummed out about adding to the disquiet. I had mentioned to someone else on this forum that it wasn't a good idea and would serve no useful purpose to continue with "the" discussion and turned around and did it anyway. Shame on me! I really wish everyone well and hope we can all find some peace within ourselves and in this forum. Many blessings, Etheria