I leave when I think that maybe I'm on an upswing and then I inevitably come back because I've crashed hard again and I know it's my fault for being the one to leave in the first place but when I come back it's always abundantly clear that no one cares about me here either and I feel so ****ing alone and unwanted and oh gosh
I'm so ****ing lonely and I have no ****ing right to be
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"Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no longer desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy's will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys." -CS Lewis, the Screwtape Letters
Teen with (probably severe) depression
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