30 sleeps. Seems like such a long time. And then how many times will I see you, twice? I know I said I wasn't going to keep looking but I am seeing another lady on Tuesday who said she would be happy to work with me in the way we talked about. Hope she understands me as much as you did, maybe more if I let her. Just wasn't so sure about the other one after reflecting. Oh this is confusing but you say it is important and I trust you on that (for now) - a huge step in itself.