i knew i shouldnt of went but i tired..... my b-day is this sunday and my sister wanted to take me out... well i told her i would go..... thinking it would be nice to go out.. so i went to a sports bar with her and her husband.. big mistake.. i started freakin out and then went out to get air but it didnt help so i started crying like a big baby.... well my sister said she would take me home but i told her id just wait in the car... and shes said no way ill take u home.... her husband gave me a hug and said it was ok.... he doesnt much know about my problems with social things and being bipolar and all.... i dont know why i even tried that.... im so dumb