I am still off of work because of memory issues from ECT treatments. So I have free time this week since the kids will be back in school. I have stuff that I want to do but it all feels so overwhelming. There are a ton of chores I could do at the house but the thought of it just paralyzes me. I have the taxes to do but again can't get started. So then I thought about reading a book but again overwhelmed. So I end up just staying in bed all day which is not helping me climb out of this hole of depression I am in. The SI starts up again which never leads to good things. How can I get past all these overwhelming feelings and do something useful? I just feel so useless and pathetic.

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