Dear yelllow,

Oh my goodness - you know what? Right before coming here and seeing your post, I emailed my therapist about what I believe is at the core of my IBS - the fact that I've always believed I wasn't worthy to ever exist..

I've been going through HELL due to IBS. Lost my job a few years ago and all the misery that comes with that.. Tests have never showed anything physically wrong with me. I've tried meds and diet which helped a little but never long-term - as soon as I'm scared, worried, anxious.. my symptoms hit with awful force.

Trust your instincts! I always had a feeling my IBS was psychological in nature and my therapist agrees. I'm sure seeking help would not do you any harm. I hope with everything in me that you'll be able to find an understanding therapist who'll be able to help you. This disorder can seriously impact your quality of life, and we deserve all the help we can get! Hugs, and good luck!!!