I've felt so much anxiety lately that I can't take much more. I tend to worry about things that may never happen. I need help dealing with my real and imaginary burdens. So, here on Easter Day, I'm thinking of going back to church, to get some support from God, Jesus, and the Christian community -- even though I've never been much of a believer. I was brought up Episcopalian, so I am thinking of going back to that. But my wife is Catholic, and there is a nice little Catholic church nearby, so I may just go there. I guess it really doesn't matter.
I'm 58. I'm not young any more. The burdens of the world are becoming too much for me to bear, and all of it is complicated and exacerbated by being bipolar. I am medicated, I am fairly stable, I am relatively healthy, and I have a good job, at least for now. I just need more support, and I need it soon.
Looking forward to reading your thoughts on this.
WB
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