Church can't hurt. Either one. Unless you become a fanatic.
I'm thinking I had God in my mind 24/7 when my depression was at 110%.
Now that is at 90%, not so much. Maybe I'm an ingrate who deserves further punishment.

I've been thinking all day to make a thread called "Where do we go from here".
But I think it will be controversial. Something we really don't need here.
Go ahead with your plans. You'll feel better for sure.