Waiting to be seen by a "behavioral counselor." I'm not going inpatient but I never thought I'd wind up here for PTSD. Since Saturday night (Monday morning here right now) I've been in and out of touch with reality, flashbacks near constant...I came this morning because I'm so agitated and haven't slept in two days. My current anxiety meds aren't working and my pdoc and I have been trying to figure that out but right now, this is where I need to be. I've been so terrified the last two days, feeling like I'm about to die. Does this ever end? Somebody please tell me it does. I hope they can help me some...if nothing else, just give me meds to knock me out (I do not currently take a benzo). I'm so tired of this.