You are human.... not dumb..we all want to do things.. and we all try doing things.. and yes... once in awhile.. it doesn't work out.... and this time it didn't.... the next time, and the next time,,,,, it will...
And everyone understood..so it's ok...

The disappointment... sure is real.... we have all had stuff like that happen.. and we want so much for everything to work out... so ((((((huggies))))) for the disapointment..

I so wish that it had worked out....