hi everyone
it has been awhile since I have been on here ,
I have been holding my own pretty well , cept the last few days have been tough , I realy don't know what is happening to my mind , I don't know how I feel I am scared , sad , afraid , confused , I don't know what is real or what isn't , like I am disembodied , floating between dimensions , tears roll down my face for no reason , I realy don't know what to do. I thought I had it all under control , that all this was in the past , something is wrong with me and I don't know what it is . are the dreams an visions real ? are the deep sad feelings of something real ? I cant do this again ,.