i am so depressed sometimesi just can only sleep it off. along with being on 10 meds i still feel hurting pain in my heart. i think its from losing too many people through death, i can't get over them. does that make me a narcissist? i grieve and grieve and it won't stop. the saying time heals all wounds seems untrue. if only i could have schedule where i could actually do without sleeping too much i would love it. i drink coffee too. it helpsuntil the pain comesback and i'm flying high on caffiene. can anyone suggest a medication that would take the pain away?