Sorry to here you are so sad.I am manic depressive, the only difference between your problem and mine is.I have very very highs that can last for days just running in circles. But the come downs are very hard.I become very depressed and I feel like killing my self.because when I'm manic I can't remember what IV done during that time.and that's more depressing.I take meds just to feel a little human.I wish I could take all your sadness away.try to get a dr.that's there to help you I mean really help u.try to keep busy with anything it does not matter how you keep busy as long as you feel your really not alone.every ones problems change every day.and try to get support from people you trust.but don't take everyone's advice only the ones you really feel good about.keep your head up and don't give up.I believe in time you will get OK.

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